Tuesday, December 05, 2006

Looking back at 2006 .. and God =)

Oh well, it's the time of the year to ponder what I've achieve in year 2006.

As a summary, year 2006 is a year full of surprises, a year full of travels, and a year full of new life experiences.

God works in His own way, sometimes I am amazed at His work, and the way He moves in my life. It's a very good year considering the blessings I received from Him. But I must admit, I'm a little far from Him lately, maybe because I'm occupied with work, family & relationship. Before I could drift away, He will always pull me back, and set my feet on the ground again.

I've forgotten how to rely on Him, and he's been giving me constant reminders lately. Today I experienced His call, to go back to Him. And this time it's a very visible call. He showed me today that not only He can bless, He can take lotsa things away from me, if that's what He'll need to do in order to bring me back to Him. So, today I suddenly felt so lonely, and I have this feeling to go back to Him. Isn't our God the greatest. You will know somewhere in your heart when you are striped from head to bottom, God will still be there waiting for you.

Many times I thought what I've achieved is solely based on my own capability, but now I realised God plays a big part, I hope this is not too late. I have became a totally different person this year, yeah maybe a little more confident, or maybe a little too arrogant. A lesson God thought long ago but now I've forgotten, that's to humble myself.

So maybe I don't need to wait till 1st January 2007 to start pulling myself together again, I can actually start my new year today, start living my real life again today, and start becoming myself again, the easy life that's ever humbling, ever comfortable, and ever joyful ... anyway what to care about office politics, what to cares about career advancement, what to cares about annual increment when basic principles in life are all in a mess ?

Praying that Year 2007 will be another year of learning, another year of blessings, and another year of breakthrough !

* This post may be a little too Godly, but God speaks and I would like to share .. I hope you still enjoyed the reading *